So our baby seems to be quite the swimmer! Yesterday we saw baby swirling around, moving those tiny arm and leg buds every which way as if to say: “quit poking and prodding and just let me be!” Or maybe that was the way I was feeling. I kept on giggling (baby was so funny!) and every time I laughed my uterus would shake and baby would squirm around even more.
Yesterday we learned that baby’s brain is developing and that baby is more head than body this week. We are now 9 weeks and four days. My 10 week milestone is approaching and of course, my anxiety is building up. The doctor was happy with what he saw and felt there was “no medical reason” to come next week. So our next appointment is 3 weeks from now when I will (hopefully) be 12 weeks along. I freaked out of course and asked him whether I could come in earlier if the anxiety gets too much and he said there’s no problem. I am going to try and keep my cool and not go in next week but I don’t know whether I will be strong enough.
I have already put on lots of weight (2 kilos already!) and am finding it hard to fit into my clothes. I keep on wearing the same pair of jeans day in and day out (charming, I know). The other thing I just can’t seem to shake off is the tiredness. I am tired ALL the time. Every little thing I set out to do feels like a major mission. But I still drag myself out for a swim whenever I can.
So for the next few days I am going to try my best to be optimistic and just enjoy the pregnancy (well, enjoy is a big word, but you know what I mean…) and whenever I feel low, I will remember how baby was swimming away in my belly and take that as a good sign of many happy baby moments to come.
We love you baby! Please make it!